Feeling Good

Many times I underestimated the power of good companies to lift up downtrodden spirits. Also, I always forget the power of attraction in transporting one's mind into a world of its own. A world you hope you would never have to leave. You are sitting on the fence: he likes me, he likes me not. Reality is when you are forced to move to one side of the fence. If it's the he-likes-me side, you will most probably be happier. Although nobody know when this form of happiness will last. If it's the other side of the fence, you will fall with a thump. It will hurt at first, but it will go away.

Deep eyes, broad shoulders, tall, knowledgeable, funny and kind. I'm probably strongly biased here but he can do no wrong in my mind. I don't want to forget this feeling - it is a much needed happiness pill for my not-so-awesome life current (no job, no money, no bf, you get it right?). I've seen him 3 times the past one month. How I wish I could sink into his shoulders and not have to think about everything that has been bothering me lately.

 I want to savor this moment. Holding on to the good thoughts, be grateful that there are people, friends in my life that make life really worth living.