July is coming to an end. And I am still jobless. Apparently job market is lackluster these days, with companies either delaying their hiring or freezing their hiring completely. Le sigh.

Being jobless for the past 2++ months really makes me appreciate people who are self-employed. Their brains have to work 2,3 or even more times than people who are employed by others, especially those in the office job. And they need to set their own targets and have the discipline to achieve within the time frame they set for themselves. They must really understand themselves, don't they? My naturally curious mind has led me to improving my knowledge on things that sometimes have zero significance to my career or area of expertise. I am, after all just an information junkie with a haphazard mind that is really hard to focus.

I've been having flu and losing my voice for a few days now. Just when I am not in the top of my health, along come two interviews in the next two days. Life really has a sense of humor, huh? 

A rather exciting weekend with some gatherings that I look forward to is coming. I wonder if anyone still read this blog at all. Regardless of that, I will still keep it updated as and when. So, whoever you are, dear reader(s), stay tuned!

Feeling Good

Many times I underestimated the power of good companies to lift up downtrodden spirits. Also, I always forget the power of attraction in transporting one's mind into a world of its own. A world you hope you would never have to leave. You are sitting on the fence: he likes me, he likes me not. Reality is when you are forced to move to one side of the fence. If it's the he-likes-me side, you will most probably be happier. Although nobody know when this form of happiness will last. If it's the other side of the fence, you will fall with a thump. It will hurt at first, but it will go away.

Deep eyes, broad shoulders, tall, knowledgeable, funny and kind. I'm probably strongly biased here but he can do no wrong in my mind. I don't want to forget this feeling - it is a much needed happiness pill for my not-so-awesome life current (no job, no money, no bf, you get it right?). I've seen him 3 times the past one month. How I wish I could sink into his shoulders and not have to think about everything that has been bothering me lately.

 I want to savor this moment. Holding on to the good thoughts, be grateful that there are people, friends in my life that make life really worth living.