Monday blues

The first day of the week has almost ended. After a day of slaving away in the lab, I'm not sure I can say that I have done anything of significance today, and this in turn, makes me feel extremely robbed of the day. And this pattern of life has been going on for almost a month now. I don't know for how long more I can continue existing like this. I fear one day my sanity will just snap in the lab. Sigh.

I keep on telling myself that next year, life will be different. I'd like to think of entering the next phase in life as changing a mode of transportation. I have been taking bus my whole life, and next year I will be in a faster pace train. One day, hoffentlich, I could have my own car and live life in my preferred pace. Sometimes I feel really tired; I don't know what I am doing anymore.

On a side note, the weather is lovely today, albeit a little on the hot side. Each time I see those big, shady trees in NUS, I'm reminded of how those days, not too long ago but thousands of miles away from here, I used to watch people having lunch in the open, lying on the grass, talking and laughing, and sometime just reading a book.